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Midvale - Mind Games
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It's not a conversation if I am the only one that's talking. How fucking pathetic and alone. And I hate my fucking friends, nah, that's just me sulking. She says that its selfish to self loathe. Oh well, fucking poor me.
And you'll be forever remembered as the girl who wrote me a fucking chores list in my - Forever remembered as the girl who wrote me a to-do list in my journal.
The exhausted lies are what bother me. Not even worth a one word apology. Is she slipping? Probably. It's just solitary hide and seek. But an apology would bother me because you don't give a fuck and I get it.
I'll never fully recover and I can say that honestly. But I hate fucking therapists and I cant afford a lobotomy.
And honestly never recovering sounds like a pretty good possibility but I'm all too fragile and not in the mood to sit here and list off probabilities.
I've already killed myself once and I don't like it. No..
And it hurts to say so at least you'll know how much I really mean it when I say that you're the worst thing to ever happen to me. You're the best I've ever had. So where does that leave everything. And why even ask that? I don't know.
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Skyeater - Face
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Silent Society - Impact
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FIVES - Here We Go
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33rd Parallel - Pursuit
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Artifacts - Horus
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Alukah - Magnanimity
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EastDear Park - Metanoia
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! Defy the Gods !
! I feel them staring at me !
! Goddess of Wisdom !
! Athena !
! Please tell me !
! What a man is meant to be !
! I'm standing here !
! I have no clue what to do !
! Do i chase for my dream !
! Or simply stand by !
! Chasing for her could cause an end!
! Or lead her straight to my bed !
! Do i risk it all !
! Or do i take the fall !
! Uuah !
Do you feel afraid ?
Like no one cares
Should i give her space ?
! Or even walk away !
! Just take me home !
! Away from this !
! Just bury me !
! In this abyss !
! Of darkness and fear !
! Please take me away from her !
! Oh no not again !
Sometimes i wonder why i bother
Sometimes i think to myself
That i'm better
Than the man that i really am
But i do not deserve this
You're way to flawless for me
You're smile sends me away
You're laughter is contagious
Why can't I be good enough
! Goddess of Wisdom !
! Lend me your hand !
! I'm slowly slipping away !
! Beyond insanity !
! I just don't get it !
! What have I done !
! To have earned this fate !
! Of punishment !
And in the same way i thought i understood
But now i've opened my eyes and saw the truth
I'll never get you i am alone
But with that coming out of my mouth
I will push forward
I will try
I know i can be better than what i am
You just have
To try and trust me
I only want to help
Sometimes i wonder why i bother
Sometimes i think to myself
That i'm better
Than the man that i really am
But i do not deserve this
You're way to flawless for me
You're smile sends me away
You're laughter is contagious
Why I can't I be good enough
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Ex Obscura - Surrounded
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RUIN - Void
02:34
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Here I am dwelling in these chains.
This is the way it has to be.
I was born into a system.
A way things should be.
The way they've always been happening.
What is a young woman who can't make ends meet?
Her starving children.
They will cower at her feet.
I was born inside of this void.
My mother made her choice.
She chose life for me despite everything.
This is the wretched mess that I was born in.
I am filled with acceptance for the things that I can't live with.
Fueled by a lack of repentance, swimming in this sickness.
Bleeding and buried are the memories of what we could never be.
Can I lust at the ones who were made beautiful?
Can I be faithful to anything with my lack of morals?
No hope to be set free.
Plagues by the ways of society.
No place, no home, no empathy.
Drag me to hell.
It's where I hold myself when I don't have anything else.
These days of lack of reformation make us enemies to all nations.
I am the product of a broken generation.
Drag me to hell.
Drag me to hell.
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Crash Concept - Believe
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3rd Degree - Creativity
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